I have been dazzled.

Why does he have to like me at a time when I was getting over a bad boyfriend?
Why does he have to be "seeing someone" right now?
Why does he have to be so confusing through his words and actions?
Why does he have to live on the other side of the state, be five years older than me, and be with someone else?
Why does he have to lure me in with 'I care about your feelings, but my gf won't call!'?
Why does he have to be SO FUCKING DAZZLING?

And why do I have to be such a fucking fail these days?

School in a week. GREAT! At least that'll give me an opportunity to borrow Breaking Dawn from the library and see how bad Smeyer is. Oh, sorry.

Ugh, I hate my life. And I sound so pessimistic now.

Sorry I fail at posting good content.

In 2010, theaters will be graced with a Disney 3D version of Alice in Wonderland, directed by famous director Tim Burton.

Source

Rumours tell that Tim Burton's partner-in-hit, Johnny Depp, will star as the Mad Hatter, and Australian newcomer Mia Wasikowska will play dear Alice.

The film will be made in Plymouth, and Plymouthian extras have the opportunity to wear Victorian clothes.

Ah...

Does anyone have an opinion on this?

I'm not much of an Omlympics person, I find them kind of boring. Although Michael Phelps, so not boring. (Is he even human?)

Anyways, to be a qualified Olympic participant, you must be 16 years old. Unfortunately, an older article on He Kexin, a member of the Chinese gymnastics team reveals that she is only 14, with a brithdate of Jan. 1, 1994.
The New York Times then investigated the issue for themselves. After some digging, it was discovered that three out of six members are under 16.
But their passports state they all are 16, with Kexin's claiming her birthdate as January 1st, 1992?

S-C-A-N-D-to the A-to the L-O-U-S. Can't handle it. Can't handle it. Olympics are scandalous.

So why use younger gymnasts? The youth are more flexible than the geezers who have gone through puberty.

Of course, the International Gymnastics Federation deemed their passports valid, and are their use for eligibility.
I want to see their passports. I bet they say that He is a organ donor named McLovin.

So, if you've been reading Lily Allen's MySpace blogs, you'd know that celebrity gossip blogger Perez Hilton has been writing rumours about Ms. Allen, such as her hatred and feud with labelmate Katy Perry that is non-existent, that she smoked during her pregnancy, and insinuated something was suspicious about her miscarriage, which was an episode that hurt her very much, and would hurt anyone.

Well, Lily gave a little present for Perez:

But, here is why I think Perez should fear after writing such about Lil.
Because she has a posse. And they're deadly.

Kate Nash

Don't give her shit, Perez. Because we know you're full of it. Also, she carries around a tupperware bowl of deadly pumpkin soup. And it makes her happy. Very merry happy.

Leona Lewis

They say her love bleeds, but you don't want her to open up her sonic voice. Because, Perez, one "ooh" and "ah" and you might be dead.

Amy Winehouse

Word has it she's a vampire now.

Team Travis
Because they pwn. And shameless advertising is always great.

Also, if you read, Lily Allen is a vampire slayer now.

So, Perez, just a fair warning about your new favorite hobby: Trashing Lily Allen. Because, she rolls with a tough crowd. And when she sees you cry, it makes her smile. And she can knock you out, and she won't walk away.

1) How are you at the moment?
Content. Yet hot.
2) Why?
It's a tad hot outside.
3) give me 5 bestest persons at buzz.
I don't play favorites.
4) Do you like yourself?
Somewhat. 
5) What do you like to do in your free time?
Making jewlery, writing stuff. 
6)Do you think you're able to do everything you'd like to[right now, from that place, are you confident enough //not in future]?
No.
7) Do  you think fighting make any sense?
Not so much.
8) Was last question clever?
I guess.
9) Which places you'd like to visit?
Australia, England, Scotland, Spain, Disneyland, Italy.
10)Honestly, give me one person from buzz, who made you feel special, like their friend? why?
xblanksface.
11) what's your mobile phone?
old.
12) would you like to have (new) one?
Yes.
13)Do you like to smile?
I like to smile. I don't like my smile. 
14) write poems?
...In a way...
15) eat?
What do you think? 
16) english?
My native language.
17) french?
Would like to learn.
18)slovene?
No.
19) polish?
No.
20) sports?
Always got hit in the head. I like at least being able to watch William Beckett shimmy around when I get hit in the head.
21) internet?
Well where do you think I'm typing this?
22) Do you think life gets better or worse day by day?
Depends.
23) Are you nervous or calm person?
Nervous.
24) Is there any message you'd like to tell the world?
Just one? Okay:
Life goes by fast. If you don't stop to take a look around once in a while, you could miss it.
25) What's your favourite line in the song?
It changes a lot, but right now:
"Do you think of her hands on my waist
And do you think of me when she screams your name?"
"Sweet Valium High"--Charlotte Sometimes
26) The cuttest thing you've ever heard?
"Hi." from Alex Gaskarth.
27) Do you love your parents?
I love my mommy. She is the best. I miss my daddy.
28)What would you do if tomorrow is the last day of your life?
I would cry until I puked.
29)Do you often think about death?
Sometimes.
30) is this the last question?
It's what it says.

Why tag?
Okay, Sara, DO IT!
Riley, YOU MUST!
Jerry, DAZZLE ME!
And Jen, TEAM TRAVIS!

Like, right now, I am so not in a good mood. I have to crop, edit, and watermark 69 photos. I would've gotten more, but I had some tall ass who did nothing during Cobra Starship but stand there (bastard.) and it's impossible to get a good picture when you're constantly being pushed around and hit in the head during The Academy Is...

And speaking of being pushed around, I just feel like that's what (nearly) everyone is doing it these days, and it pisses me off. Or maybe I'm just paranoid.

Also, I'm so fucking tired of people telling me what I am, or what music I'll like. "You would like this band." or "You're a twig." No I am not! Maybe compared to this person or that person, but I still have my baby fat and I have a booty. I'm a size 6, and yes I am rapidly losing weight because I eat less during the summer because it's not cold/rainy outside, so I'm not stuck inside eating. Or like when my sister told me what bra size she knew I had because I "barely filled out my B" so I must be an "A", even though when I try on my old As, I'm squished.

Or like my friend today. I told her I had to do all these photos, and then later she asks "Can you give me 'Hallelujah' by Paramore?" Sorry, I only share my files with friends when I want them to check out this artist. I'm not a fucking Nappster. I have other things to do. And I'm pretty sure everyone knows how I feel about "free music" and don't get me started a rant about that.

Or like how nobody is listening to anything I have to say!
HELLO! I'M RIGHT HERE AND I'D RATHER NOT TALK ABOUT SOME STUPID LITTLE BITCH WHO IS GETTING MARRIED AND HOW YOU'RE AVOIDING THE SHOWER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Or like how a couple days ago I had such cool things to tell my sister about Warped Tour, but she'd rather gossip about certain people. UGH!!!!!!!!!!! Who the hell cares?

And what really annoys me is how so many people, online and off, are giving out guilt trips like there's no tomorrow. "I wanted to go Mexican, but mom said we had to go to Applebees because of you." or "Everybody yells at me when I state my opinion." Good blog, pulling guilt trips does make me apologize, it just makes me angrier.

Or people who get angry because people are talking about them. People are going to talk about you until the day you die. It's what you answer to that matters.

Is this just pre-menstrual anger, or is it just too much stacked together?
Point is, if anyone got offended by this journal, I am sorry. Truly sorry.

Today, I went to the St. Helens Warped Tour, 8/10/08. It was excellent.

I caught Gym Class Heroes, Cobra Starship, The Academy Is..., Rise Against, Charlotte Sometimes, and a little bit of Automatic Loveletter, The Audition, Family Force 5, and Fall From Grace.

When my brother and I got into the venue, we bummed around, looking for the schedule. I then caught up with my real-life BFF, Becky.

I bought four T-shirts. One I decorated from Girlz Garage (it got messed up), a TAI, a Cobra Starship, and a lovely light pink one that reads "fuck cancer".

No The Academy Is... signing, missed Cobra Starship and All Time Low signing. But I met Charlotte Sometimes. And she's excellent live, and extremely nice!

And here are some stories:

When I went to the ATL signing, I nearly cried when the guy announced "They're done now!", but just as the guys were exiting the AT&T tent, a girl came in line pushing her dear friend in a wheelchair. Alex Gaskarth did an extra signing and photo just for the young lady. Aw... (hey, I found it heartwarming!)

As my friends and I were waiting for the next band to see, I was shocked to hear Charlotte Sometime's "How I Could Just Kill A Man" in the distance, as I ran over to watch her. The show was EXCELLENT! Charlotte asked the crowd "How many of you girls have an ex-boyfriend you don't like?", and needless to say, the answer was more than unanimous, as she sang "AEIOU" and she also played "Toy Soldier", which I also love. Afterwards, I introduced myself, took a picture with her, and she was more than extremely nice, even though my compliments probably sounded generic.

I somehow managed a middle spot for Gym Class Heroes. They opened with "Clothes Off!" as Travis took off his belt. I screamed my ass off. At the request from a crowd member, they played some old songs, and "Cookie Jar". Also, Travie got the crowd going by asking to "Put up your peace sign, throw your index down." My brother compared Travie to Gene Simmons. Kind of funny, but Gym Class Heroes was spectacular. Right towards the end of the last song, DeJesus crowd surfed.

While some tall ass moved in front of me so I couldn't see Cobra Starship, I tried to make the best of it. They were also quite excellent. The crowd was constantly singing along, jumping around, and screaming. If I could choose the most passionate crowd, I would say it was Cobra Starship. And FYI, when William Beckett approached the stage, there were deafening screams, and Sisky Biz RAPPED!

Towards the end of the day, my brother, and my friend Justin and his girlfriend made me see Rise Against. To be honest, I wasn't that into it. But the "Ready to Fall" song is great, but every other song was kind of "blah".

As my brother and Justin waited for Every Time I Die to start, we sat in the middle of the crowd (there was none yet) and talked as good friends. Once the crowd migrated to Every Time I Die, I ran over to get a good spot for the last band, The Academy Is..., and secured myself a nice spot up front.

After the long set-up, the band walked on stage, and screams again resurfaced as Bill smiled to the crowd. Right when the boys broke into "Slow Down", the crowd broke into "crowd surf a palooza", and there was also quite the dustbowl. I pretty much inhaled all the dust from the place. With the few glimpses I caught of TAI, it was spectacular.

Sorry, I did not give a good review. I suck at these.

More pictures coming soon! Once I get them post-ready

Last night, I was in a lazy mood, and couldn't find the remote. When...the Disney Channel Games came on. While it was watchable for someone who is terribly bored (such as me) I saw it was severely lacking something...drama.

Then, my mind wandered into this craptacular idea:

Let's take 28 Buzznet members. Split them into four teams, like the Disney Channel Games.

We've got four team captains:

Sara (xblanksface), Captain of Team Travis, who will be playing on behalf of Travis McCoy, the destruction of racism, and the Viva La White Girls.

Ashly (newageamazon), Captain of The Vampire Slayers, who will be playing on behalf of Buffy Summers, dazzling, and kicking some ass.

John (ounceofwentz), Captain of the Sunshines, playing on behalf of all that is good.

Krystyn (ikkyg), Captain of the Dazzlers playing on behalf of dazzling.

And the Captains shall pick their teams dodgeball-style. Oh the drama.

The teams shall sleep in small cabins with four bunk-bed sets, or 8 beds total. They shall ate each together in the mess hall, cafeteria style. And all of the players share two bathrooms. One for girls, one for boys. The bathrooms include toilets and showers. And small mirrors. Close quarters=DRAMA!

And if that wasn't enough?
The teams will compete against each other in games that will test their mind, body, and spirit. So many games that are cruel and unusual.
What will the winning team get?
Their behalf to win the Win Award. Such as if the Dazzlers win, the world must dazzle each other until death do they part.

Feel all the drama!

Our beautiful hosts?

Bree

Mark

This show will supply the drama that the DCGames is severely lacking.

So, what do you say?

I dedicate this song to all those who are fresh.

You know who you are. And the many more accidentally left off the list.

"Fresh Prince Of Bel-Air (Theme Song)"

Now, this is a story all about how
My life got flipped-turned upside down
And I liked to take a minute
Just sit right there
I'll tell you how I became the prince of a town called Bel Air

In west Philadelphia born and raised
On the playground was where I spent most of my days
Chillin' out maxin' relaxin' all cool
And all shootin some b-ball outside of the school
When a couple of guys
Who were up to no good
Startin making trouble in my neighborhood
I got in one little fight and my mom got scared
She said 'You're movin' with your auntie and uncle in Bel Air'

I begged and pleaded with her day after day
But she packed my suite case and send me on my way
She gave me a kiss and then she gave me my ticket.
I put my walkman on and said, 'I might as well kick it'.

First class, yo this is bad
Drinking orange juice out of a champagne glass.
Is this what the people of Bel-Air Living like?
Hmmmmm this might be alright.

But wait I hear there're prissy, wine all that
Is Bel-Air the type of place they send this cool cat?
I don't think sow
I'll see when I get there
I hope they're prepared for the prince of Bel-Air

Well, the plane landed and when I came out
There was a dude who looked like a cop standing there with my name out
I ain't trying to get arrested
I just got here
I sprang with the quickness like lightening, disappeared

I whistled for a cab and when it came near
The license plate said fresh and it had dice in the mirror
If anything I can say this cab is rare
But I thought 'Now forget it' - 'Yo homes to Bel Air'

I pulled up to the house about 7 or 8
And I yelled to the cabbie 'Yo homes smell ya later'
I looked at my kingdom
I was finally there
To sit on my throne as the Prince of Bel Air

Listen to it here.

Okay, for my next idea, I decided to debate over which is better: Harry Potter or Twilight?

We will examine in the following categories

• Harry Potter vs. Twilight: Style
• Harry Potter vs. Twilight: Maturity
• Harry Potter vs. Twilight: Heroes and Villains
• Harry Potter vs. Twilight: Heroine Admiration
• Harry Potter vs. Twilight: For The Kids?
• Harry Potter vs. Twilight: What Others Say
• Harry Potter vs. Twilight: The Authors
• Harry Potter vs. Twilight: In Conclusion

Now, before I brigade on this epic (or not so) journey of debate between the two fantasy hits, I ask a few things of you:

• Please do not offend anyone in the process, such as the writer of these, the author of these books, the possible commenters, or any existing person.
• A debate is most certainly welcome, in fact encouraged. You may debate with me, anyone here, but do not offend anyone in the process.
• Please do not spam me. I am asking for feedback on the issue. Not if I want to join some dating site.

So, if anyone has something they'd like to add on the issue, feel free to message me, and your input will be put in the series, and you will be given credit.

Anyone up for the idea?

Who is going to the St. Helens Warped Tour?

So far I know Bree and I think Jen is going too.

I was just wondering.

Got to hit the hay lovies. Doing community service tomorrow, stuffing envelopes, shredding, whatever the staff needs me to do.

Oh, bye the way, here's a spoiler for you:

JACK DIES, AND ROSE CRIES.

 I understand there are people that dislike Cobra Starship. I respect, yet disagree with their opinion. And not "i respect ur opinion, but ur a feminazi bitch who can't get laid" respect-yet-disagree way, I mean the actual way. Unless you mention that Cobra Starship is "a joke"

Today, I got my new issue of Alternative Press magazine, opened to see the feedback on issue #239, with Cobra Starship on the cover.

"If I hadn't gotten my subscription for free, I'd cancel right now. Putting Cobra Starship on your cover is a joke, and not a very funny one at that. I'm so disappointed that this cheesy, lame buzz band got front and center when I can think of a dozen other more worthy bands to hold that coveted position. I figured I'd give the article a fair shake (and I did read all the way through) and behold my lack of surprise that Gabe Saporta had nothing of importance or real relevance to say. It's almost as if the interviewer was trying to make excuses for how stupid Cobra Starship are by putting emphasis on Saporta's hardcore roots. I don't give a rat's you-know-what where he came from-where he is right now is what matters. Cobra Starship may have been voted most underrated band in 2007, but they won't be around in five years to say the same thing."--Jessica S. Denver, CO

Well aren't we the little ESP. How do you know what will happen to them in five years?
Hasn't the whole band stated just about everywhere they don't take themselves seriously?
And what exactly should Gabe Saporta have said of importance? Talk about sexuality? Or something?
I honestly do realize that you have a right to dislike Cobra Starship, but it's kind of hard to take you seriously when you say Cobra Starship shouldn't be taken seriously, along with the band.

But honestly, to anyone who dislikes any band, artist, or lame excuse for an artist, all I can say is shut up, nominate and vote. Let the blood bath begin.

UNTIL I GO TO WARPED TOUR!

Two weeks until I see The Academy Is..., Cobra Starship, Gym Class Heroes, We The Kings, Broadway Calls, and All Time Low all on the same day!

And I'll also reunite with some of my best friends from school!

And I'm still trying to convince them to join Buzznet.

Though one of them thinks it's a scene place.

CONVINCE HIM HE'S WRONG!

Okay, sorry.

JUST SO HAPPY!

TWO WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I read an article in the paper about the Kelso Theater Pub being haunted. Now I seriously want to spend the night there. It's like a freaking ghost party there once the place closes! But don't worry about me, the ghosts are harmless (like you were.)

I was going to see Mama Mia! today. But I didn't. Hopefully, my sister will see it tomorrow when she gets back from North Dakota.

But she'll probably be too busy with her husband. Sorry, too much information.

So I learned today my future boys have a 50% chance of getting a deadly disease only boys get.

Screw it, I'm adopting.

At the bookstore today, I saw a cute emo boy. He was cute.

I also saw a book that should be mandatory reading before going onto the Internet. It's called Painless Grammar. I vote that this book becomes mandatory reading before one enters the web.

Eh, that's all about my random day today. Sorry I bored you. I'm in a pathetic attempt to bring back endless content to Buzznet.

I also turned my buzzes off so that people would comment. No, it's not in an attempt to be most commented, it's in my effort so there's more activity on Buzznet. If that made sense.

WARNING: This is a rant. No spared feelings here. If you dislike bitching, I suggest you click back.

I remember when my choir (which is all-girls, by the way) went to contest this year, we walked downstairs for Sightreading after we had just finished performing and got great reviews from the judges (perhaps our best all year!). We had fun joking around the Sightreading judge a bit, until she asked us to start sightreading. Our first time around, we had messed up, as we all giggled at our fuck-up. She then said, "Society thrives on cuteness. When you mess up, you giggle like 'Oh I'm cute!' but to be mature, don't giggle when you mess up. Just shrug it off your shoulders like it's nothing." (not the exact wording, but straight and to the point.)

So we all know The Academy Is... decided to have HannaBeth in their music video. Some loved the idea, some wanted to turn into the Hulk at the idea. And some got even angrier when they saw this comment on the original journal where she announced her news:

And then remarked that it was "Forever Young", even though William Beckett has stated about everywhere the single is "About A Girl"

Then, when I stopped by her blog today to see what the set was like (By the way, that description made me vomit a little inside) she told of her next job on ABC Family's series "Greek" as a Sorority Sister and stated the show was on "fox family".

How does she even get jobs with that stupidity?

I thought to get a job you had to at least know a little background on your job (like the title of the music video/show/movie, the channel or company that's producing it?). Is it because it's so fucking cute that she's so fucking stupid?

You know, some people try and work their way through the world by maturity, grace, and intelligence. But obviously that's being ruined by people who work through by being cute!

Or maybe I'm supposed to be menstruating, and nobody fucking cares.

The question in question (bahaha, you didn't understand that, did you?) was asked around November, when the school board decided to take a risk with school dances, after the last one in September had "risque dancing" involved, and all dances were cancelled for the first semester.

While in one of my classes, I overheard two pricks, er, guys, discussing the dance.

Apparently, the school board decided to curb dirty dancing by playing different music. Instead of hip-hop, they'd be playing rock n roll.

So one of the pricks asked "How can you dance to rock music?"

Am I the only one who seriously wanted to punch him at that moment?

How stupid could you get?

I dance with my white (hot) moves to Cobra Starship.
"About A Girl" makes me dance like I'm not in love.
"Hella Good" makes me want to dance 'till I don't feel hella good.
And that's not all?

Care to add your thoughts?

Did you know that listening to this is good for you?

People, try reading a book. Take up a hobby! If you can, get a job!

Want to know what I'm doing to occupy my summer?
I have:

1. Made jewlery (viewable on my page)
2. Read a little.
   Midsummer's Night Dream by William Shakespeare
   Interview with the Vampire by Anne Rice
3. Dogsit for money (I've made quite a bit, to be honest!)
4. Texted Sara (as seen in the video)
5. Gone kayaking.
6. Updated my music library with Charlotte Sometimes, We The Kings and Broadway Calls.
7. Wrote a couple songs.

Everybody, quit taking the net so seriously and occupy your summer with more than just BNet!

As I was reading the book Witch Hunt by Marc Anderson, the first chapter sets up the thought of witches at the time. Mr. Anderson mentions the popular fairy-tale, Sleeping Beauty.

We all know the story. A royal couple was unable to have children, until they finally concieve and have a daughter. The couple throw a grand celebration, and snub an old woman on their guest list.  She gets pissed, and curses the daughter to die on her sixteenth birthday.

Two big questions left unanswered, much like the many questions not answered in the Twilight series (but that's another "fairy-tale"): Why was this woman not invited to the party, and how did the King and Queen suddenly concieve a child?

Well, in my version, the old woman slighted is an unpopular, yet powerful witch who helped the couple have the child, and then she was not invited to save the couple from humiliation at having an old, unnattractive woman at their party drinking up their rum.

So har-de-har-har Disney! You can make Malificent as fucking scary as you want, but she is just a pissed-off old woman who didn't get the thanks she deserved for making Aurora possible, so she can meet the creepy stalker prince, die, and the creepy stalker prince kills the poor woman/dragon, kisses the dead princess, and they live happily ever after.

Okay, sorry I'm rambling. Just trying to get some content back on BNet.

Last night I had a dream that I was at some camp. Mr Krabs and Mrs Puff were camp counsellors, and I couldn't find my converse, so I broke into their cabin, and found Mrs Puff's at a size 33. I eventually found mine in my cabin. I went to get some ice cream, at some Cold Stone Creamery-esque place. I saved the shop and got two free bowls of ice cream, when I went for my third one, I saw I had...NO MONEY!

Oh my God! I HAD NO MONEY! It was terrifying.

Then my dream ended, to which I woke up with a heart attack.

Luckily, I checked my wallet, and I had a little money. $28 to be exact.

Oh yeah, and last night, I had a dream I played a blonde version of Meg in some sitcom version of Family Guy. And also, Chris was brunette. Weird.

And now, for your amusement:

Ah, now we can rest easy now, right?